I do stuff that I hate until it becomes something I like.
I’m a genuine introvert that forces himself to be an extrovert. I work hard to build relationships and do things that I hate. I hate fear and I go head-on with things because avoiding sometimes delays the inevitable, and that’s like having the sense and stoicism of a cow walking towards a train. Better to fight even if you’re going down. If I could have enough time to read, run, book write, swim, and a million other things I would, and so I try to cram it all in and make it count. I’d rather be alone but I can’t learn anything without human interaction and mentorship.
I hate excuse making.
I’m always learning something about myself, mostly where I fail, and how I can improve. Relationships take work. Build them with your children, spouses etc. I have a lot of plans for the future. Plans to spend more time with the family plans to shoot better, build more, plans and more plans and their execution. What are your plans? If we only do what makes us feel good what have we gained? Sometimes it takes pulling yourself apart and putting yourself back together with the guidance of others. I hope you drill down and see what you need to do and see your plans through. Be real. Don’t BS.
SPOTTER UP! Find a Way or Make One