Bearing the Weight of Goodbyes: Finding Solace in Death
by Donavon L Riley

There comes a moment when we are forced to confront the cruel truth: the blood, bone, and breathless reality of death. It is a somber march we must all partake in, each step leading us closer to the ultimate, inevitable end. And when that march comes to an end for a loved one, it leaves behind an emptiness, a still silence that forms a cavity in the part of ourselves that doesn’t allow us to choose whom we will love and how severely we will mourn them.

The Weight of Death

The trail of grief is a lonely path, one where every step is matched by the specter of death who accompanies us. It’s a path that is paved with cobbled stones, each one etched with the name of someone’s last goodbye. It’s an undertaking that can threaten to crush the very one who’s carrying the name. So in those moments of profound anguish, the words of the Psalmist resonate with haunting beauty:

“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me” (Psalm 23:4).

His words remind us that, even in the darkest of moments, we are not alone. We walk through the valley, not in the absence of God’s presence, but in the assurance of his unfailing companionship. In the gut-heaving cries of our grief, we are given solace, the belief that our loved ones are not snatched away to us forever. Instead, they rest in the tender care of the Divine Shepherd.

The Promise of Resurrection

As we gather to bid farewell to those we cherish, the words of Jesus drowns out the deafening silence with hope. He assures us, “I am the resurrection and the life. The one who believes in me will live, even though they die” (John 11:25). These words, like the calm in the eye of a hurricane, remind us that death does not get the final word.

As paradoxical as out may seem to our ears, Jesus is confronting the stark reality of our human condition, the relentless march of time that leads us all to the same destination. Yet, in the light of Christ’s promise, we receive words of hope that transcend the sometimes bleak terrain of our mortality. It’s a hope that speaks to our souls, promising that death is not the end but a doorway to eternal life:

“Jesus said to her, ‘I am the resurrection and the life. Whoever believes in me, though he die, yet shall he live, and everyone who lives and believes in me shall never die'” (John 11:25-26).

An Ode to Memory

In the absence of their physical presence, we are left with memories—fragments of the past that bear the weight of our love and grief, which have a way of transforming once inspiring landscapes into a mirror that confronts us with the harshness of life. In this reflection, our own struggles also come to light, and our inability to comprehend the totality of what’s happened. Yet, even in the desolation, there is beauty to be found.

Our memories, like pieces of art, become a gallery of what we shared with those who have departed. They are a testament to the moments we’ve cherished, the laughter that once filled the air, and the love that knows no end. In these memories, we find a way to keep our loved ones alive by recalling all that the Lord has done for them and us:

“I will remember the deeds of the Lord; yes, I will remember your wonders of old” (Psalm 77:11).

Unyielding Bonds of Love

Finally, when we gather to lay our loved ones to rest, the weight of goodbyes may threaten to overwhelm us. But let us remember that love, in all its raw and uncompromising beauty, binds us together across the chasm of life and death. It is a force that transcends the brutality of existence, a force that gives meaning to our shared experience:

“Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God” (1 John 4:7).

When we grapple with the harshest aspects of life, we find the truth about our own struggles with grief. And through the brutality of it all, there is an enduring truth—we are never truly alone. In our moments of deepest sorrow, the presence of God, the promise of resurrection, and the unyielding bonds of love are our refuge.

So, as we confront the merciless reality of goodbyes, let us do so with the knowledge that, in the end, love prevails. It is a love that carries us through the valley of the shadow of death, a love that defies death, and a love that, in the words of Jesus, leads us to eternal life:

“I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me” (John 14:6).

In the brutal honesty forced upon us by our grief, we find solace and, ultimately, hope.

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By Donovan Riley

Donavon Riley is a Lutheran pastor, conference speaker, author, and contributing writer for 1517. He is also a co-host of Banned Books and Warrior Priest podcasts. He is the author of the book, "Crucifying Religion” and “The Withertongue Emails.” He is also a contributing author to "The Sinner/Saint Devotional: 60 Days in the Psalms" and "Theology of the Cross".

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