“God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble.” —James 4:6

Pride seals the heart against grace, but God’s mercy works quietly, fierce, and unrelenting, to break the illusion of our strength and lead us into Truth. —D.

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God, in His quiet and relentless mercy, works to tear the veil from our eyes, not to shame us, but to reveal the truth: we are not as strong as we believe. Yet we live wrapped in a strange illusion. We walk with our heads high, speaking as if unshakable power courses through us, as if we hold the world together with our opinions, our plans, our thin sense of control. And each day, each failure, each flare of temper, each forgotten prayer, is a reminder of our cracks. Still, we cling to pride like its armor. That hidden sickness, that silent exaltation of self, is poison to the soul. It is the root of every fall, every twisted craving, every cold moment we turned from the face of God. Pride seals the gates of the spirit, locking us inside just as God comes near to pour out grace.

But God will not let us spiral unchecked into that dead end. His grace is no mild suggestion, it’s a storm, a downpour on the desert soul. It seeks a place to root, to grow, to renew. But the proud heart is hard ground. The man who believes he is full cannot be filled. The mind convinced of its own light has no room left for illumination. So grace knocks. It waits. And when it must, it breaks. Because grace is wild and holy and unyielding. It will not be shut out forever. Pride blinds us, but grace awakens. The man who thinks he is self-made may seem strong to the world, but before God, he is brittle as dry straw. And God knows it. Pride was Lucifer’s ruin. It remains ours unless it is burned away.

So ask Him. Ask the Lord of mercy to undo you, to dismantle the little fortress you’ve built out of self-will and empty strength. Ask Him to pull down the walls of self-reliance, to break the illusion gently, or if needed, with fire. Not to destroy you, but to save you. His hand moves even now, within you, stirring the deep places. It is His Spirit who breaks the trance, wakes us from our delusion, and draws us into something richer, rawer, more real. Not the false strength we’ve dressed ourselves in, but the bare, beautiful hunger of a soul opened to grace. When pride is broken, when the veil is torn, all that’s left is the heart that is humbled, yearning, and ready to be filled. And God does not delay when such a heart calls out to Him.

By Donavon Riley

Donavon Riley is a Lutheran pastor, conference speaker, author, and contributing writer for 1517 and The Jagged Word. He is also a co-host of the Banned Books and Warrior Priest podcasts. He is the author of the books, "Crucifying Religion,” “The Withertongue Emails,” and, “The Impossible Prize: A Theology of Addiction.”

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